PEACE
finally get to update blog after long unwanted break..i had to finish 5 assingments in like 3 days..eventually, stress caught on me and i had to go into deep meditation for 15 mins everyday to get back to my senses..lately,i feel dat sumthing has been bothering me either at night or early mornin..i dunno wat it is..a spirit,a creature or just my imagination?? but now,everything seems to be ok,according to someone,i just gotta hang on to my senses...thx gurl..in just a month,alot of crazy stuff happened...i had to do sumthing i hated all my life..DEBATE!!!..sigh*..i dunno how and wat's da purpose of debate but was chosen together with sarah,i lyn,ivy and rashim as a team...da whole business faculty had high hopes for us to win..mind you dat we were goin against ADP seniors..lol..but guess wat,it turned out to be quite fun after all..partly coz we won!!!!!!..da bad news,we represent SEGi coll to fight against INTI and TAYLORS..i hate*..no choice now..haizzzzz.
i find peace in a punching bag..da impact rate seems to go higher everytime i lay my punch...i dunno why but there's a rage inside me waiting to burst..everytime something goes wrong, u push your anger towards me..u know i have a big open heart,dats y u think im just a place for u to release anger..i've got a limit and somehow u nearly passed dat..plz,there's a limit in playing..dun let me burst..i dont want history to repeat itself in a different situation..since then,i've never let go my anger..now your pusing it..dun think i can be fooled with..u dont know me..u really just dont.
HOME...there's 3 songs i like with dat title..micheal bubble,bone thugs & harmony feat phil collins and chris daughtry..i added chris's song below..apart from being meaningful,i find a great sense of the feeling i needed..home..;)
home
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
~joe50~
i find peace in a punching bag..da impact rate seems to go higher everytime i lay my punch...i dunno why but there's a rage inside me waiting to burst..everytime something goes wrong, u push your anger towards me..u know i have a big open heart,dats y u think im just a place for u to release anger..i've got a limit and somehow u nearly passed dat..plz,there's a limit in playing..dun let me burst..i dont want history to repeat itself in a different situation..since then,i've never let go my anger..now your pusing it..dun think i can be fooled with..u dont know me..u really just dont.
HOME...there's 3 songs i like with dat title..micheal bubble,bone thugs & harmony feat phil collins and chris daughtry..i added chris's song below..apart from being meaningful,i find a great sense of the feeling i needed..home..;)
home
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
~joe50~
posted by JoeL at
6:51 AM
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