pushing away..never

wish the day i was living wouldnt be so empty,
wish my homie's wouldnt have to suffer,
letting the streets getting the best of them,
wish i could go deep in the zone,
and use these words to lift a spirit up.
wish i could teach a sould to fly,
take away your pain and help hold them high

tell you this,
we will never break,we shall motivate
and we gotta pray,coz all we got is faith..
i want us to go straight forward..

you and me


damn, why is it so hard to tell you the truth...everytime its just the both of us, be it either dinner,movies, playin pool or jas plain hangin out..i know you better then him..you know me the same way...so close yet so far..no one knows my dirty little secret..i need to tell you tho..its neither bad nor good...whatever will happen to this story?the ending seems to be really dull...lets spice things up...wooohooo..time is still standing still..never moving for life.

~tiesto->love comes again..(magic series)

new nick's......B cUbe..and HuggY BeaR....lol.

BEACH,ICE...broke!!!

wow...its been quite awhile since i continued 2 blog...can say dat i didnt have motivation and inspiration..haha..anywayz 2007 so far has started off quite well for me..ill start wit last months stuff.....------->(fast forward 2 da 31st)..lol...celebrated my best frens 21st b'da in BEACH CLUB, KL...tell u da truth,we had a blast over there..new clubbin athmosphere...unfortunately, da biggest turn off was the 'gurls'...some were TRANS and most of them were prostitutes...da bapuk's were freakin scary but i din realise they were 'trans' till they opened their mouths.."yucks"!!!!!!!...anwayz da party and music was awesome...big thumbs up for the band oso...came back home bout 4am....tired!!!!!!..haha,eventually january eneded wit a massive bang..now to febuary.

BROKE!!!!!!!...hahaha..i jas bought a new ICE system(in-car entertainment) coz my previous system was in a frens car which unfortunately was stolen...haizzzz..i had a 'father and son' berbonding session while installing da system in da car...had a great time with laughs all..hahaha..now i can blast cool songs..woohoooo...happening wei!!.....since valentines is comin up,i gotta help 'leo'club' in coll 2 sell some great stuffs..gonna be busy but its cool..we all can do it..assingments piling up...sigh*


"I wake up in da mornin...found you smiling right next to me...your smile never fails to make my blood rush..why? there's no feeling like having you in my arms..the sweet smell of your hair, the soft and warm skin of you...everything about you just makes me wanna fly away and never to look back...we walked in the park,hand to hand...you told me to worry bout nothing...the kiss was so perfect that it keeps playin in my mind over and over again...how am i to forget this beautiful relationship.....where are you now?..i dont want you..i need you...i dun like you..i love you....i have nothin more to say....it aint over till its over"


if ur wondering wats dat all about,ill explain...since last week i've been havin a dream..it feels so real dat its alomst dat i can really feel it...tis gurl keeps appearing 2 me...she keeps giving me tis real love feelin...wat does it really mean?..i dunno but i cant seem 2 remember her face n now slowly she's dissappearing away...its funny how sumthin can feel so real but da truth is, its not.
If it really is bound 2 happen then tis love will be so pure and deep...da gud feeling never dies..ya'll should watch tis movie---->'only if'...it tells a sacrifice of a loved one which is so great.

oh..wait a min..how come im doin tis??writin emo stuff all....hmm..must be da valentines sickness...hahaha..anywayz,wat ever it is,im lovin it....yea baby~


~joe50~