Year end accomplishments..not full~

hmm,i dont think i'll start with an emo post at tis time..doesnt feel right..lol..so i shall list down my accomplishment for my new resolution of 2006.

in life:
~drive back my manual car..(all those who sat in my car, ur reactions were
really funny la..LOL)
~celebrate all my best friends birthday in clubs
~get into a meaningful relationship..(never came about..sigh)
~be the best centreback for football..(did it in coll n skol)
~never curse or any obscenity..(i really tried..but there were times la..haha)
~have a positive mindset if im in trouble
~drink liquor till i drop..(regretted so much and hurts alot)
~tried shisha..(not bad but its 400 times worse than cigg's)
~try cooking superb dishes..(try my mint curry chicken,,awsome)
~GET LAID!!!!..lol..(I WISH!!!!)..nearly tho..hehe

in college:
~try to pay attention in class.(right)
~get active in culbs and societies
~be all the teachers pet
~find friends that can be trusted and never let me walk alone
~be a model..(didnt see it comin..check out my boxer's pose)
~drive to college...(n get saman on da last day...crap)

now is the best part...haha...building up my body

in gym:
~bench press 180 lbs (approx 90 kg) for chest
~squat 200 lbs for thighs (approx 100 kg)
~leg press 300 lbs for lower legs (approx 150 kg)
~deadlift 200 lbs for lower back (approx 100 kg)
~lift 70 lbs for biceps (approx 30 kg)
~lift 70 lbs for triceps (approx 30 kg)
~180 sit ups for abs
~chin up with weights..approx 25 lbs

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hahaha..now thats wicked...all this is my biggest accomplishments tis year...that how i grow bigger month by month..lol...there's alot more i accomplished but i cant remember yet...haha..unfortunately some of my other resolution cant be achieved..which is quite important and more meaningful..to bad..theres always next year tho.

ps: dun be afraid jas bcoz i lift heavy..i wont eat u..okok,mayb ill jas bite...wahahaha...HAPPY AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVEYONE~

happy and merry christmas!!!

christmas is just around the corner...everywhere we go, there are beautiful decorations around malls and supermarkets playin christmas songs...you can see people doin their last minute shoppin buyin new shirts n dresses, cool shoes n gifts..i was sittin n just lookin at them runnin about hurryin like as if tommorow never comes..truthfully, i jas was thinkin to myself..is this really wat christmas is all about?...buyin new stuffs, hurryin n fighting just to get gifts for family, friends n loved one's...i lost my spirit of christmas years back when somethin unexpected happened...well,jas talkin bout it worsens da feeling...every year i try my best to get back my spirit but it fails..so tis year i decided 2 just sit n watch how people go about during tis christmas season...every week ill go to different malls n look at decorations n yea,bit of shoppin too..i see small kids gettin excited buyin new toys, teenagers gettin somethin new to wear and da adults buyin presents wrapped so beautifully with ribbons...somehow, it makes me feel excited too..but then i jas taught to myself, tis izzint what christmas about.

Christmas is the birth of jesus..its a day so special to each and everyone of us..da joyous moment that we celebrate every year on the 25th of December...the way i see it every year, christmas has become too commercialized...it is celebrated with no meaning at all by certain people...there nothin wrong with it but the least they can do is jas remember that its a joyous occasion and the day a saviour is born...

tis a season of giving..as in instead of spending money on things you already own, use dat money to buy things for charity homes..give to the poor, the needy...show some love to the people that need it most...there are alot of unfortunate kids and individuals out there who dont have much to eat n live on..my new years resolution is to give someone i love the best gift of all for christmas...dat didnt happen but wat im doin now is no different...i've put aside some cash 2 give to da poor..not much but atleast i can put a smile on their faces at tis time...the only christmas gift i want this time is the love from each of my dear family and friends..also, the best gift is to see each and everyone of u guys n gals bein happy n smiling.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YA'LL READIN MY POST NOW..THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVES....I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LOTS..HAHA..TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS..;)


ps:my next post is gonna be quite da emofying...LOL...but hope i recover by then la..all thanks to the person i loved and cared for so many years..thank you 4 backstabbin me.

the best christmas gift....SAMAN!!!

Ok,i have no idea how to describe my feeling rite now but arrrrhgghhhhh...i feel like jas bombing da MPSJ building...tis is wat happened.

was havin exams on tuesday n thurs..it was ok but intro paper was kinda tough..b4 i started my last paper which was 2pm thurs, there was a excited feelin n my heart was beatin fast..dunno y tho..after 3 hours sittin 4 da exam i rushed out 2 go home n get some sleep 4 da party dat nite...since it was da last day in coll i decided 2 park behind coll 4 da LAST time...i got in da car n saw a piece of paper on da screen...i was like f#@^$!!!!!!.. tis is not supposed 2 happen on a happy day...haizz..got down n saw a 80 bucks fine for parkin there...atleast dat was ok...dat bunch of buggers spoilt my wiper jas 2 put dat stupid fine on da screen...wait till i get my hands on u guys...just wait#####...had 2 go home in da rain without da wiper workin n repair it myself...damn..i was so pissed but theres nothin i can do now.

that same night met up wit ryan, vincent, malcolm, seow n alex in usj1 mamak..supposed 2 go shisha or drinkin but was so tied up 2 da mr n mrs smith movie there..chilled till 130am then they decided 2 go 4 road trip in kl....i was too tired so went back home 2 sleep...wat happened in dat ROAD TRIP is sumthin else 4 u guys 2 find out...it was sooooo hillarious 2 hear bout it...LOL.

friday afternoon met up wit daniel,theressa, ryan n sarah to watch ERAGON..it quite nice n cool..interesting to watch coz if u realise sumthin, its like watchin star wars in a different atmosphere with a same story line...no hot chics..haizz..then headed 2 jesselyn's hse 4 ryan 2 reformat her come..took 2 hours then headed home wit ryan bout 8pm...mom cooked dinner 4 both of us..superb cookin..hehehe..thx mom...bout 9pm we headed 2 sawas de thai bar outside summit...picked sarah on da way..opened a jug of beer 4 both of us n sarah ordered a cocktail..PINACOLADA..quite nice oso..we chilled n talked 4 like 2 hours then seow n da rest of da guys joined us..vincent n his fren came bout 12 n ordered another 2 jugs...we were laughin n jas havin a good time...worth every single moment with tis bunch of brothers...haha...left 4 home bout 130am n slept till 12 sat...overall,its been a great week n had gud time with the rest..bravo~

'wat i feared most happened n sometimes i wish this is just not reality..i prayed so many night that u'll come along my way n be my friend to wipe away my tears ..but u turned away b4 i could show u my dream...im glad u did it coz u never n will never realise wat holds in our future..the 1st time i met u years back, u kept ur charm on me..now ur distance says it all..i walked in da rain so dat it would wash away the pain u put in me..now,nothing else matters except for my growing christmas spirit n the real love showed by my true friends...thx mates,u people are all dat matters.'

tis da season of givin...i wanna give sumthin but wats left of me?somehow or someway, i will try 2 give da people i care about a gift each..small or big...oh yeah,dat is only if those sick ppl from mpsj decide to lower my fine la....hahahaha.